Chapter 994 The last nightmare: I hope you are happy every day
Laughing wildly is a special existence in Han Fei's heart. The self who laughs crazily all the time is burdened with everyone's pain and despair. He is always laughing hysterically. It seems like it will never be knocked down.
Laughing Before the success of usurping the gods, every time Han Fei logged into the game, there would be a bloody person standing behind him. In the bloody city, the two of them were back to back, relying on each other. Perhaps in their eyes, the other will never fall and is always trustworthy.
“I have always regarded Laughing as an indescribable god, but he is actually a human being like me, and can also feel pain and despair.”
Han Fei doesn’t know how long Laughing can last. , he must destroy all the shrines in the shallow world as soon as possible and rush back to the deep world, where his home and his family are.
"The dream is getting closer."
The villains in movies always give the protagonist various opportunities, but for an opponent like Dream, once it determines its goal, it will use all its means to No reservations.
Reality, the shallow world, and the deep world are all under attack.
Standing in the guild station, Han Fei seemed to see a huge black wave rising in the distance. He had nowhere to hide.
A few hours later, the chaotic night finally ended. Han Fei and his neighbors rushed to Novice Village in the main city in advance.
The sun rises at eight o'clock, and newcomers log in one after another. Many of them have a very difficult time living. Normally, they would not be able to afford an expensive game warehouse in their lifetime, and they would spend their whole life unable to come here.
"Pay attention to your surroundings! No players are allowed to come near!"
Han Fei's expression was extremely serious, and what happened in reality and the deep world brought him great pressure.
After two top hateful guards, several large-scale hateful escorts, Han Fei and other new players arrived, they gave them an overview of the situation in the city and some basic operations. Then he led everyone towards the central square of the main city.
The surviving players hid in the building and took a peek. They didn’t understand why so many newcomers came in to die. You must know that the main city is almost like hell. A random stranger passing by on the street Maybe he is a perverted murderer who betrays even his most trusted partners, and the bridges between people are crumbling.
The gray fog was dispelled by hatred, and there were two batches of new players who logged in this time, approximately more than 5,000 people.
The difference between them and ordinary people can be clearly seen from their mental state. Their obsession and fetters as the masters of nightmares also bear unimaginable pain. Their lives are like wicks soaked in despair. Struggling and burning, I don’t know when it will return to darkness.
The central square in the early morning was a little deserted. The massacre last night made the players afraid to go out casually, and they were not willing to continue exploring the nightmare for the time being.
"Wait here for a moment." Han Fei pushed No. 2 in a wheelchair out of the building, and the two stopped under the giant screen that scrolled through various nightmare messages.
In just a few minutes, a new player was already crying because the story between him and his mother was playing on the giant screen.
His mother is no longer here, and he can only hear her singing in his dreams. With his mother's encouragement, he goes out in the best condition every day, smiling and facing the sunshine.
"My mother is not a ghost. She drove you away just because she was worried that I would be scared."
"Yes, I know." Han Fei walked through the crowd and gently hugged the crying big man. Boy: "You will be able to see her soon."
"What do I need to do?" The new player wiped away his tears. He looked at Han Fei with light in his eyes. He seemed to be able to to do anything.
"Just put your thoughts, what you want to say to the nightmare master, and the emotions accumulated in your heart into this box." No. 2 raised his hands, holding a black box full of cracks in his palms , vaguely visible through the cracks, the inside of the box is pure white: "Don't resist my consciousness, I will connect your destiny with Han Fei, and let him send all your thoughts to the nightmare master."
The voice of No. 2 reached the ears of every new player, and then he passed by the players holding the box and watched with his own eyes as each hand touched the black box.
Black represents despair, white represents hope. Everyone uses their most precious memories to touch despair. Slowly, the black and white box begins to shrink, and many cracks are filled.
When No. 2 got the box back from the last player, there were basically no obvious cracks in the black and white box.
"Take it and carry it on your back." No. 2 handed the box to Han Fei very formally.
After Han Fei held up the black and white box instead of No. 2, No. 2 put his hand lightly on the box. He looked at Han Fei's face for a long time: "Can you promise me something? Something?”
"Say."
"Let No. 0 live, okay?" No. 2 seemed to have seen something. This was also the first time he spoke to Han Fei in an almost pleading tone.
Han Fei is a very smart man. After hesitating for a moment, he nodded: "Okay."
After receiving Han Fei's reply, No. 2 seemed to have no regrets anymore. The eyes slowly began to disappear, followed by the ears and arms.
When he was undergoing the personality test, because No. 2 exceeded the expectations of all the testers, in order to restrain him, those people first made him disabled, then gouged out his eyes, and then deprived him of His hearing and arms were reduced to a brain in a jar.
Number Two in the wheelchair was disappearing smoothly. He seemed to have made the final decision, and everything that disappeared was poured into the box in Han Fei's hand.
The unspeakable aura began to emerge, and black and white light pillars rose into the sky. The chains of fate imprisoning everyone in the city were shattered in an instant, and the gray fog shrouding the sky was broken. Huge holes.
"I will send you into your last nightmare."
The voice disappeared in his ears, and there was only a wheelchair left in front of Han Fei. He held the black and white box in his hands, and he could feel a force coming from him. Forcibly changing his fate of death.
Picking up the box, Han Fei left the central square and walked towards the main city hospital.
Players all over the city looked at him, and one neighbor after another walked behind him, integrating into his ghost patterns and becoming a part of his life.
The gray mist ducked in front of Han Fei, who moved forward with the black and white box under the pressure of eleven shrines.
He stepped on the hospital stairs and reached the top floor of the hospital.
Step by step closer, under the gaze of countless players, Han Fei's hand holding the box slowly fell, and for the first time he truly touched the dream's shrine.
The colorful world was swallowed up by darkness, and nightmare bubbles tried to wrap up Han Fei, but they all left after approaching Han Fei.
The owners of the nightmare seemed to feel a familiar aura from Han Fei, and even if they couldn't be sure, they were still unwilling to hurt him.
Continuously falling in the darkness, getting colder and colder, more and more desperate, and the nightmare is getting deeper and deeper.
There was no bubble to stop Han Fei, and he didn't know how long he had been falling until the water splashed and Han Fei saw a faint light.
He was lying on the sea, bubbles emerging from the deep sea, and strange sounds hidden in each wave. This seemed to be the end of all nightmares.
……
"For people like me, the sea has a special meaning."
The seawater poured into Han Fei's ears, and a voice rang in his ears.
Opening his eyes, Han Fei saw an endless sea, which was bigger than any previous nightmare.
The cold water soaked his body, and there was nothing around him. Han Fei struggled hard and swam in a certain direction, but no matter how hard he tried, there was still no end to the sea.
Slowly, he became exhausted and could no longer swim.
His body began to sink, and the seawater flooded his heart, his mouth, his eyes, and his ears.
“I never think there is a God in this world. If there is a God, why are there so many sad things? He allows sadness and pain. An unmerciful God is not the God I believe in.”
There are voices hidden in every drop of sea water. I don’t know who is speaking. These voices seem to have been buried under the sea and can only be heard by those who sink into the deep sea.
“I couldn’t control my hands. I couldn’t even hold the half-filled glass of water. It kept shaking. I looked for medicine everywhere, walking around, walking around, walking around. Go."
"I wanted to lie in the rain, but when I fell, I fell into the sea. I didn't know who would come to save me. I looked at myself and my previous life. Far away.”
"It seems like I haven't been happy for a long time. Do you have to cry when you want to cry?"
"I feel so uncomfortable. Can you stay with me?"
"You can't really You want to stay with me? I'm a monster."
"I'm sorry, I can't stand it anymore. Can I run away?"
"Exit. It’s raining heavily.”
The distance between Han Fei and the sea was getting farther and farther, and his body was still sinking. He couldn't control himself, and everything around him was dark.
“Those people’s voices always appear in my mind. I don’t really want to jump, someone grabbed my hair.”
“It’s too noisy. , this empty room is so noisy, my hands are covered with my own hair, I block my ears and it still feels very noisy.”
“There are endless inspections every day. Like the rag dolls I put on the bed, they always couldn't eat like me, and couldn't help but want to pull them out when they were getting rehydration."
"Then they confiscated my pen. , I took out the metal strip from the mask and used it to prick my wrist. The blood marks were like ripples and waves, and I seemed to see the sea again. "
His chest was tight, and Han Fei felt pressure coming from all directions. His body was sinking. The feeling of suffocation was not strong, but it was always there, and he couldn't get rid of it no matter what.
“My life has become a sea, with no direction anywhere. I want to open my heart and see what’s wrong with me?”
“It takes a lot of effort to breathe. , it takes a lot of effort to live, and I have to pretend to be normal."
"No one likes being bad. It’s not easy for them to live, and there are many people who have experienced more suffering than me. I shouldn’t be like this. I always tell myself that I shouldn’t be like this.”
“I will try not to let others. Dislike me and try not to influence others. I told myself loudly that I am very young and will not die yet.”
"I try my best to laugh, cater to life, and reassure my loved ones. I try my best to be a gentle person, hide my arms covered with blood scabs, and wear long sleeves all year round."
Keep sinking. Han Fei endured the increasing sense of suffocation. He didn't know how to get through this nightmare. There seemed to be no answer to everything.
The skin became pale and the brain gradually became dull. Han Fei gritted his teeth to stay awake and tried his best to distinguish the sounds pouring into his ears.
The words blended into the sea seemed to come from the bottom of the sea, and also seemed to come from the bottom of his heart.
Looking down, there is a huge shadow under the deep sea, like a corpse floating in the sea, or an isolated island that no one cares about.
"I deleted all the photos. I don't want to see myself and I don't want to be trapped here anymore."
"I stopped talking and trying to make others understand. I started to become silent and quiet. I seemed to be getting more and more... It feels more and more like this sea that I can't escape from."
"The white pill can make me fall asleep. I swallow it very clearly and I can feel it. After passing through the esophagus, I gradually lost control of my body and my vision became hazy. I seemed to have that dream again."
"I sank into the deep sea, looking at myself and you."
"I dreamed that I had become the four seasons, my arms were full of flowers, the warm rain fell on my feet, and I melted the white snow and floated on the sea."
"I know that I love this world deeply, and it has given me everything I have, but it's time to say goodbye." (End of Chapter)