Although it is only the qualifiers, they have all won the record so far. A good start is half the success. Zoe is very confident in this, and even overconfident. On the day of the end of the qualifiers, she first booked a seafood restaurant, and With a wave of his hand, he canceled the evening training and let them do whatever they wanted.
Jam complained quite a bit about this, thinking that it was just a qualifier and he really shouldn't relax too much. In the end, Zoe pulled him and fed him a mouthful of king crab meat, and lost himself in the deliciousness.
Zhang Chanyue and Bai Zang are both alcoholic types. They usually take a few sips of beer when eating at the base. They have an amazing amount of alcohol. They are neither easy to get drunk nor embarrassed, and it does not affect their training. So Zoe usually goes with them. .
There was no training tonight, so the two of them drank more openly, drinking beer as water. They were friends for life. If you don't drink, you are not my friend. After drinking a little, they started chatting, wishing they could tell everything about their lives.
Yu Yan and Qiao Yu were the types who couldn't drink and didn't like to drink, so when they went out, they turned left and brought back a cup of milk tea. Zhang Chanyue despised this kind of sweet water. She held up the cup and said sadly: "I hope you will never understand this." What does it feel like?”
Fu Yanqing neither drinks alcohol nor milk tea. He has evolved on the spot. He drank a thermos cup with Jam to soak wolfberry. Today he also soaked a little more red dates. He wanted to maintain his health through transformation and soaring. Seeing Zhang Chanyue's sociable and emo look, He automatically raised himself to the level of his parents, smiled and said nothing, and was not as knowledgeable as naive young people.
Bai Zang drank too much today and didn't even take a few bites of the food. She usually didn't talk much and often had no sense of presence in the base. I don’t know what happened today, but I talked a lot.
After a while, Bai Zang said: "I came out to my mother. She told me not to go home during the Chinese New Year, or she would beat me to death."
Everyone fell silent in unison and looked at Bai Zang.
Bai Zang was still a little embarrassed, but he couldn't care less. His tone was a little choked: "Why do you think I've been with my girlfriend for several years? Why do you say we have no future? I just like girls." What’s going on? Who’s in the way?”
As the only two straight women in the base, Yu Yan and Zhang Chanyue didn't know how to speak, so they could only stay by their side quietly.
On this topic, no one can explain whose fault it is. They can only say comforting words such as "it will be fine in a few years", "parents will gradually think about it" and "will accept it after a while".
Bai Zang's mother is a typical strong single parent. Only when she has complete control over her daughter's life can she feel safe. Entering a career is already the biggest compromise this mother can make in her life. Taking even a small step back will throw herself into the sky. Go into the abyss.
Zoe thought for a while and felt that it would be better to ask someone with experience, so she told Fu Yanqing not to drink her broken wolfberry: "When did Yan Qing come out as gay? Has Auntie accepted it?"
As soon as these words came out, even Qiao Yu looked over with interest and a little nervousness. Fu Yanqing knew that the unlucky Zoe would bring the topic to him, and seeing Bai Zang's depression, he simply said: "I I came out very early, probably when I was in college, and almost no parents would accept this.”
Fu Yanqing almost never talks about her own affairs. When she speaks, everyone wants to listen. Zoe asks: "Then what did you do?"
Fu Yanqing waved his hand: "Let's fight. If we can't stop arguing, we'll fight. My mother thinks I'm sick. I think my mother is too feudal. Anyway, we just can't get along."
Yu Yan stretched her long neck and said in surprise: "Auntie still beats you?!"
Fu Yanqing said: "Oh, she couldn't bear it, and she pretended to want me to change it. I said it was something she was born with and couldn't be changed, so she suspected that she didn't fix it when she was pregnant. There was something missing."
Basically, 70 to 80 percent of parents' first reaction when hearing this kind of news is that it's impossible. My child has been normal since childhood, how could he like the same sex all of a sudden? It must have been brought by some other bad girl.
Then I doubt myself, whether I didn't give birth to the child well, whether I didn't care enough, or whether I was too derelict in my duty.
This stage is like a mortal who has just come into contact with cultivating immortals. He feels incredible about everything and has an instinctive fear of the unknown.
Zhang Chanyue couldn't help but ask: "What happened next?"
Fu Yanqing said: "As time passed, she saw that I really couldn't change. In addition, I was not sensible when I was young. I ran away from home when I had nothing to do. So she had to force herself to try to understand me. She had nothing to do at home to find information and even took the exam. Psychological Counselor Certificate ”
Fu Yanqing has never told anyone these things, so he just said it all today: "Parents, if you know this kind of thing, the first thing is that it's over anyway. You will have no one to take care of you for the rest of your life. Then think about it again. , what’s worse, she has already imagined in her own mind that you are abandoned by society and treated like a rat on the street. This is normal, and no one wants this for her own children.”
Later, Fu’s mother started giving lectures across the country, participating in various activities organized by sexual minority volunteers, and also volunteering herself. Fu Yanqing had many friends who were lesbians. After she came out, her parents would be sent to Fu Yanqing's home, and Fu Yanqing's mother would give him a healing session on demand. The results were usually pretty good.
This woman who jumped on the first wave of suspender shorts trend in 2000 completed her self-transcendence in just one year. Now she doesn’t care about worldly matters. She goes shopping and drinks tea with a group of lesbian mothers every day, thinking about where to give her daughters. Build a luxury nursing home.
Speaking of this, Fu Yanqing said to Bai Zang: "Why don't you give me the contact information of an aunt, and I will ask my mother to talk to the aunt. Their elders will definitely listen better when they talk to each other than when we talk to them."
When Zoe heard this, she thought it was a good idea: "Yes, when I came out to my mother, my mother just listened to an aunt's advice and ignored me. This method worked quite well, at least it let the aunt know that she Not alone.”
Everyone suddenly became quiet and turned to look at Zoe.
Zoe felt confused: "What are you doing? I want you to come out, but you don't want me to come out?"
Yu Yan said silently: "Although we usually look alike, if you didn't say it, you really wouldn't know that you are sisters." Zoe said angrily: "Sisters are sisters, please figure it out, classmate Yu Yan, I am yours Boss... No, what are you saying about me? Aren’t you talking about it in vain?”
Bai Zang gave Fu Yanqing's contact information and hesitated: "My mother has a bad temper. Is this okay? Don't disturb Auntie then."
Fu Yanqing waved his hand: "Hey, my mother has already become an immortal and ascended. Don't worry, all the little monsters are no problem to her. Now people call her Lala Mama Boss."
Jam was not only worried about the psychological problems of the team members, but also pretended to be worried about Fu Yanqing, so he took this opportunity to ask Qiao Yu: "What about Qiao Qiao? Have you come out to your family?"
As soon as she said this, the whole place fell silent again, and Jam was shocked to realize that the others didn't seem to know Qiao Yu's sexual orientation. They consciously made a mistake and didn't know how to deal with it.
Qiao Yu thought it was nothing, so she said directly: "My parents passed away a long time ago, so I don't have to come out."
Zoe immediately covered her heart: "Our team is full of novices, and those black guys still have the heart to curse. I really can't stand it anymore. I will find a way to increase everyone's salary when I get back."
Zoe gently flipped it over with one sentence, and Zhang Chanyue continued: "Whether it is miserable or not has nothing to do with whether Heizi scolds or not. He was still scolded when he was lying in the hospital. It can be seen that only Heizi can achieve absolute equality for everyone. , I will also be scolded.”
Everyone laughed, and even Bai Zang was no longer sad. But Fu Yanqing was thinking about what Qiao Yu had just said. While everyone was chatting about other topics, she leaned over and asked quietly: "When did it happen?"
Although Qiao Yu wanted to make Fu Yanqing feel bad, she didn't want Fu Yanqing to know this fact, but after thinking about it carefully, there was nothing she couldn't say, so she simply said: "It was four or five years ago, I can't remember clearly."
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Fu Yanqing's brows jumped. Four or five years ago, wasn't that...
Before she could ask again, Zoe packed up and went to pay the bill. Jam was trying to pack things thriftily. Qiao Yu got up and went to help, but the topic could not be continued.
It has been rainy in Shanghai recently, and it rains from time to time. The elderly hate this kind of weather the most, because it can induce some long-standing ailments. Fu Yanqing's shoulders were covered with two or three plasters every day, which was not comfortable in this weather.
She was thinking about this matter in her heart, scratching her head and wondering if there was something hidden back then. But ever since she mentioned it at the dinner table that day, Qiao Yu never said it again. She would just pretend not to understand, and just pretend not to understand. Fu Yanqing asked and fooled him, as if he was invulnerable. Fu Yanqing had no choice but to let it go for the time being.
After Songsong was discharged from the hospital, he had not yet washed his hands of the dust. Several friends planned to meet up in Tony's luxurious single ward to let the two old butchers reminisce about the past and look forward to the future. Fu Yanqing went out in the evening, leaving only Several survival teammates guarded the empty room alone.
Qiao Yu originally wanted to ask Fu Yanqing when she would be back after finishing the rankings, and then pick her up herself. As soon as she opened WeChat, she received a message.
The person who sent the message wrote "Aunt", and the content of the message was: [Qiaoqiao, have you received your salary this month? Your brother's tuition hasn't been paid yet, and your aunt wants to borrow some from you. 】
Qiao Yu lived with her aunt for two years after her parents passed away. Later, the owner of the coffee shop wanted to transfer the shop to Qiao Yu and gave Qiao Yu hundreds of thousands of transfer fees on credit, as well as an old house in a nearby community. It only had one bedroom and one living room, but it had a kitchen and bathroom, so Qiao Yu moved out and lived there by herself.
Her uncle's family was neither good nor bad to her, but after all, they gave her food for two years, so after she earned money, she gave her aunt some money every month, which was quite a lot, but her aunt has already asked for it three times this month. .
Qiao Yu transferred 20,000 yuan with her fingers and turned off her phone. Her face was pale and she didn't know what she was thinking.
(End of chapter)
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