Chapter 253 The reason for "hate" you
"Dad often said before his death that we couldn't understand his pain."
Speaking of this, Ding Dang sighed, "After he left, I kept asking myself what death is, and how does a person become a good end?"
"Later I realized that even if I couldn't move or was lying on the hospital bed, he was alone. He had the consciousness and self-esteem of being a human, but I pushed him again and again in the name of being good for him. Toward pain..."
Ding Dang's tone was calm, but after saying that, he suddenly lowered his head.
Xu Jiayu wanted to step forward to comfort her, but Ding Dang suddenly raised his hand, "Don't come over."
After a long time, she turned her head and smiled, "Of course, therapies do not really give up the active treatment of the patients, but just do not carry out unnecessary and traumatic rescue measures such as intubation and cardiopulmonary resuscitation. Therapies do not accelerate death, nor do they Delaying death through invasive treatment, instead allowing patients to pass through the end of life with dignity and quality.”
"Xu Jiayu, I said these things to make you understand. Everyone has different starting points and choices. Director Lin is your husband and is also a top neurosurgeon. I think he must have done the most thoroughly after careful consideration. I chose this path only because of my plan.”
"Listen to him? OK?"
"Okay! Don't always delay my work here. Go down, someone is waiting for you downstairs."
Ding Dang's conversation changed too quickly, and Xu Jiayu didn't react at all and was pushed to the window.
Then he met Lin Mochen's dark eyes.
Lin Mochen's tall figure was very conspicuous. He was standing in the mottled shadow cast by the camphor tree, and he was carrying a very large packaging bag in his hand.
It's strange that the air was still filled with a wet earthy atmosphere, but in that second, Lin Mochen's sunlight suddenly penetrated through the leaves and shone on him.
She saw Lin Mochen's subconsciously closing his arms and the corner of his mouth that was slightly raised with embarrassment.
"Don't keep it in your heart if you have anything to say. There is a cafe in front of you. You openly talk and say it out loud. You two are just thinking about each other in your heart, and no one can leave each other!"
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"Do you think I don't want to talk about it?"
Xu Jiayu flattened her mouth and walked downstairs.
"Doctor Lin doesn't have lunch break at noon? What do you think of people who are busy with fun here to waste their time?"
Lin Mochen sighed and grabbed Xu Jiayu's wrist. She was about to break free, but Lin Mochen had obviously expected to use his strength.
Xu Jiayu broke free and failed.
"If there is a misunderstanding, it must be solved."
Lin Mochen pressed her on the bench by the roadside, squatted down and took out a packaging box from the shopping bag, and then took out a pair of brand new flat sneakers.
"I haven't had much time, so I chose the style you like as much as possible. The shoe shape and size are suitable for your foot shape, and I should not scratch my feet."
Seeing Lin Mochen's blood-covered eyes, green stubble, and muddy water stains on his leather shoes and trousers' legs, Xu Jiayu sighed and secretly scolded him for being useless.
Every time I quarrel, she will feel soft whenever I see Lin Mochen's face.
What's more, this pitiful look.
She could guess without thinking that Lin Mochen would have chased her out of the house to find her yesterday. She went home after receiving the news from Ding Dang. After working all morning, she hurried to the mall to buy shoes and then sent them to her.
But Lin Mochen kept silent about the conflicts last night.
Although Xu Jiayu is soft-hearted, she does not want to give in on this principled issue.
"Did you come here to give me shoes? The shoes are very suitable for you to leave."
She stood up and pretended to leave, but was pulled by Lin Mochen, "Wife, don't you want to know why I 'hate' you? Let's go, let's talk."
The cafe is filled with the mellow aroma of coffee beans, and the sweetness of toast is pouring on the face, as if it has fallen into a warm embrace in an instant.
Lin Mochen took Xu Jiayu's hand and walked towards the seat by the window habitually. The sunlight shines on the wooden floor through the floor-to-ceiling windows, illuminating the dark brown wood grain. The thick leaves of the green ivy by the window are stretched, and the oily luster is shining in the sun.
"Do you want some simple meal?" Lin Mochen asked softly.
"Doctor Lin is very leisurely today?" Xu Jiayu pouted, "Don't think that I'm willing to listen to you and just calm down. I'm very serious and serious about telling you. If I don't give me an explanation, I won't let me forgive you. ”
Lin Mochen lowered his head and smiled muffled, "It must be because I didn't do well enough that you feel so insecure and make you feel that you are not important in my heart." He suddenly said this, not only Xu Jiayu was stunned, but even preparing to come. The boss lady who ordered the order was stunned.
"The boss lady is sorry. My wife has been angry with me for ten hours, three minutes and eighteen seconds. Please wait until I get her forgiveness before ordering."
"Okay, okay, then I won't bother you anymore, please give in yourself."
The boss put down the water cup in his hand quickly and returned to the counter, but he still smiled and gave Xu Jiayu a thumbs up.
The cake in the glass cabinet beside her seemed particularly attractive under the warm light. The coffee machine made a slight roar, and the sound of grinding beans was crisp and pleasant. Compared with that, Lin Mochen's voice was hoarse.
"Wife, do you still remember one afternoon before the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school, when you were called to the office by Teacher Zhu?"
The sunlight passing through the glass gradually became gentle, giving Lin Mochen a hazy light. His eyes were drooping, and the thick and slender eyelashes reflected in the sunlight. The lines from the bridge of the nose to the chin were so delicate that it seemed. It is a work of art carefully crafted.
After hearing Lin Mochen's words, Xu Jiayu came back to her senses and secretly scolded herself for becoming obsessed with male sex again.
She looked away, picked up the water cup and drank a sip of water, "Teacher Zhu likes to ask me to go to the office if you have something to do. Did you think that time?"
"Teacher Zhu asked if you had fallen in love with me that time."
Lin Mochen's words were like a stone thrown into the calm lake, causing layers of ripples. The hand holding the water cup shook when he heard this, and the warm water slid down his throat, but suddenly broke the way halfway.
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"Ahem—"
The water choked into the trachea, and Xu Jiayu coughed violently, "How do you know?"
Seeing Xu Jiayu coughing violently, Lin Mochen quickly got up and sat next to her, "Wife, are you okay?"
She waved her hands, pressing her hands against her chest and trying to restrain her emotions.
"You were there that day too?"
Lin Mochen picked up the tissue, focused on wiping the water stains on Xu Jiayu's lips, and said softly "um".
"I heard you deny liking me."
Of course, Xu Jiayu remembered clearly that afternoon, but at that time she had not yet fallen in love and didn't understand what a relationship between men and women was, but she just made Lin Mochen's best friend.
After arguing with Teacher Zhu, she wanted to complain to Lin Mochen with a lot of grievances.
But after she went back, Lin Mochen was not in the classroom at all. She waited for a long time after school but did not come back. It was Ding Dang who told her that Lin Mochen had already gone home first.
For this, she sent many text messages to Lin Mochen, but never received his reply.
It was also from that day that Lin Mochen suddenly ignored her.
Xu Jiayu subconsciously grabbed Lin Mochen's wrist that was still on her lips, her face full of incredible feelings, "So, is this why you hate me? Just because of this, I've hated me for ten years?"
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Time flies, and months always feel like it passes in a flash.
Thank you for your love for Dr. Lin and Xiaoyu!
25 years have arrived!
Happy New Year to everyone! Wealth is coming!
As we bid farewell to the old and welcome the new, I still thank you all for your support!
Your love is my motivation to persevere!
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Today is also a day to love your babies.
Lin Mochen’s warm reminder:
At the beginning of the new year, everything will be renewed. Babies should remember to stay up late while celebrating the festival. I wish you good health.
Of course, a certain Dr. Lin will live up to expectations and continue to practice love words in the new year.
In 2025, come on.