Chapter 115 Jiang Xiaoshu, aren’t you responsible for me?
The two looked at each other quietly.
Xi Ruan put his hands behind his back and looked a little confused with a pair of moist deer eyes. It was obvious that he had just woken up and had not yet understood the current situation.
Jiang Lingsi stared into Xi Ruan's eyes motionlessly, not daring to move his eyes downwards at all.
At this time, he even had the idea of jumping out of the window. He kept cursing in his heart that he was not a human being. He was really taking advantage of him. Last time he looked at the back of the house, this time he looked at the front. It’s also completed! ?
He pretended to be calm and sat upright, suppressing the surging blood, staring straight at Xi Ruan with his dark eyes, waiting for her reaction.
After a while, he would admit it even if she beat him and scolded him.
The girl in front of her blinked slightly and saw joy in Jiang Lingsi's eyes. She raised her arm as if she wanted to touch him, but as soon as she made a move, she realized something was wrong.
Her body stiffened suddenly, she lowered her head, looked at her open clothes, and then at Jiang Lingsi in front of her, and she was stunned.
Jiang Lingsi watched helplessly as her ears turned red, then her face turned red, and finally her neck turned red in just two seconds. Inexplicably, she felt a little cute and wanted to laugh.
And Xi Ruan only felt that he had a fever again, even higher than before!
She quickly gathered her clothes and looked up to see Jiang Lingsi still looking at her. She felt anxious and rushed towards him.
“Don’t look!” Xi Ruan raised her voice unconsciously, “Jiang Xiaoshu, close your eyes!”
She raised her hands in panic to cover Jiang Lingsi’s eyes. Her face was pinker than a peach due to shame, and her eyes were full of swaying water.
Jiang Lingsi was caught off guard and was pushed to the ground by Xi Ruan, and then his vision went dark and he couldn't see anything.
He closed his eyes in cooperation, but this damn bun actually pressed down on his nose too! He can't breathe at all, okay! ?
Jiang Lingsi could only turn his head, trying to get away a little, but when he moved, Xi Ruan thought he was trying to hide, so he moved his hand and pressed harder, "Jiang Xiaoshu, don't move!"
Jiang Lingsi was furious: "I know! I don't want to look! Can you stop pressing my nose!?"
"Nose?" Xi Ruan was stunned for a moment, and quickly realized the problem. He moved the heel of his palm away and adjusted his posture.
Now that he could take a breath, Jiang Lingsi took a deep breath, and his chest rose and fell.
As they inhaled and exhaled, both of them fell silent.
Jiang Lingsi now simply wanted to kill him head-on and destroy all the messy things in his mind.
Summer clothes are already thin, but the little girl is now completely attached to his body, and the touch seems to be more sensitive after being out of sight. He can almost feel... ah! It feels like shit!
Jiang Lingsi quickly stopped his imagination, it was really going to kill him!
Even Xi Ruan felt that it was too ambiguous now, but she panicked and didn't know what to do.
At this moment, Jiang Lingsi suddenly held her waist with one hand.
Xi Ruan's round eyes widened slightly, a little surprised.
Probably because she had just sweated and her fever had gone down, she was very cold now, but the boy's palms were very hot, which made her heart surge and beat very fast.
She saw his rose-colored lips slightly open, his sexy Adam's apple rolling, and then he placed another hand on the back of her head.
"Plop, plop." Xi Ruan heard his violent heartbeat.
What was he going to do to her?
Xi Ruan's eyes flashed. He couldn't tell what he was feeling now. He was probably nervous and a little expectant? But she knew that Jiang Xiaoshu would never do anything excessive.
Just as she was making random guesses, her eyes suddenly started to spin. Before she could react, she had already switched places with Jiang Lingsi and became the one below.
Jiang Lingsi held Xi Ruan's back and head and carefully placed her on the carpet.
He turned his head and opened his eyes, exhaled with relief, and then turned and walked out of the house without looking at the girl on the ground.
The moment he stepped through the door and turned the corner, Jiang Lingsi immediately raised his head and pinched the top of his nose to prevent nosebleeds from flowing out.
Damn it, he really can’t help it if he doesn’t leave.
Xi Ruan blinked, then blinked again, his amber eyes full of confusion.
That’s it?
"Hey! Jiang Xiaoshu!" Xi Ruan sat up and called him.
"What are you doing?" The young man's lazy tone came from the living room, and there was the faint sound of pouring water.
Xi Ruan was stunned and didn’t know what to answer.
Yes, what did she want to do by calling him.
Suddenly, she remembered the scene of being rejected by him last night, and her face turned pale instantly.
He took care of her like this, as if nothing had happened between the two of them, and she even forgot about it for a moment!
Xi Ruan bit his lip, lowered his head and began to button himself.
While tying it, she paused with her fingers, as if something suddenly occurred to her, her eyes lit up.
“Jiang Xiaoshu, shouldn’t you be responsible for me?”
The girl’s soft and sweet voice reached Jiang Lingsi’s ears, and he couldn’t help but stop pouring cold water. Down, the long eyelashes are half drooping.
Does she still not understand...
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The room fell into silence for a while. Xi Ruan waited for a long time without receiving a response from Jiang Lingsi, so he couldn't help but walk out of the bedroom.
The tall boy seemed to be meditating on something at this time. His dark eyes hidden by his long eyelashes could not clearly see his emotions. He pinched the edge of the glass with his slender fingers and placed it on the coffee table and turned it gently.
“Jiang Xiaoshu?” She called him again.
The young man turned his eyes, but his eyes that always smiled when facing her were much sharper.
Xi Ruan's heart sank, and she intuitively felt that he would not say what she wanted to hear.
"Xi Ruan." He put down the water glass, and his voice was more serious than ever.
"I made it clear yesterday, and I thought you should have figured it out too. You are a smart girl."
Xi Ruan pursed her lips tightly, and a burst of anger suddenly escaped. Coming up, she ran to Jiang Lingsi in a few steps, her eyes full of anger and confusion: "What on earth do you mean!? I said it! I like you! I like you! I don't regard gratitude as liking at all. ! ! Why don't you understand! ?"
Jiang Lingsi didn't expect her to react like this. This seemed to be the first time she had lost her temper with him.
Hearing her keep saying that she liked him, he was moved, but he still hardened his heart, looked into her eyes and said coldly: "You are the one who doesn't understand."
"Xi Ruan, you have only been in contact with me for a long time How many men have you been with? Do you understand what heartbeat is, what habit is, and what love is?”
“Can you tell what you feel about me since you were a child? You, aren't your feelings for me out of gratitude? Aren't you used to me being by your side and treating you well? Are you sure that your feelings for me are between men and women and are not mixed with any of the above? "
"..." Xi Ruan opened his lips slightly, looked into his cold eyes, and was a little confused by his questions one after another.
What the hell is he talking about?
Jiang Lingsi noticed the confusion and hesitation in her eyes and sneered, "You hesitated."
He cupped her cheek with one hand, as if a layer of ice had formed in his heart. "You actually don't know, right."
Xi Ruan was stung by his attitude. She pushed him hard, pressed him on the sofa, and glared at him: "I No hesitation! I know it very well!
Jiang Xiaoshu! You are not the only one who helped me out. I understand what simple gratitude is and what love is.
I admit that I am grateful to you. The ingredients are there, but isn’t it normal? Isn’t it okay for me to like the boy who saved me? Is there any conflict between me liking your presence and my liking for you?”
"Jiang Xiaoshu! It's clearly you who's unclear!"
Xi Ruan's series of words hit Jiang Lingsi like cannonballs. She looked at him across from her breathlessly, her eyes full of unwillingness.
Jiang Lingsi looked at her intently, and his heart almost began to waver when he heard her so sure words.
At this moment, the cell phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated. He glanced at her and dialed it aside, then stood up to answer the phone.
Fan Zuo's voice came from the other end of the phone, saying that the loan was in place and the promotion could continue.
Jiang Lingsi held the phone tightly with his fingers, answered a few words and hung up the phone.
Taking back the phone, Jiang Lingsi looked at Xi Ruan again. His eyes had returned to an unprecedented calmness, as dark as a pool of stagnant water.
“Xi Ruan, I don’t care what you think or say, but we can’t be together now.”
Xi Ruan’s eyes suddenly dimmed, and the strength in his body seemed to be drained for a moment. It made her feel tired even when she was breathing.
She walked slowly to Jiang Lingsi, carefully grabbed a corner of his clothes, raised her eyes and asked with the last glimmer of hope: "I only ask the last question, Jiang Xiaoshu, are you happy?" Like me?”
Jiang Lingsi's heart skipped a beat. He looked into the girl's earnest eyes and was silent for three seconds before finally speaking.
"I like it."
He watched her clear eyes light up with dazzling water again, but the next second he broke it himself, "But it's just for friends."
Xi Ruan's eyes became moist uncontrollably. She tried hard to open her eyes wide and not let the tears flow out. She then asked with a hint of nasal voice: "Do you also kiss and hug your friends? Let her lie down In your arms?"
Jiang Lingsi's eyebrows softened, she gently wiped away her overflowing tears, and replied warmly: "Little soft bag, didn't we often do this when we were young? I'm just used to it. , and I don’t want to disappoint you.”
“Then you said wait for me...”
“We’ll celebrate together when you win, isn’t that what you meant?”
"..."
Xi Ruan couldn't ask a word anymore. Her nose was sore and tears fell down. Her eyes were so hazy that she couldn't see Jiang Lingsi's face clearly.
Jiang Lingsi couldn't bear it. He held her face and wiped her tears, coaxing softly: "Wouldn't it be good for us to be friends? I will still protect you and take care of you as before, like As we promised when we were young, we will always be best friends.”
Xi Ruan tried his best to bite his mouth to prevent himself from crying, but when he heard what Jiang Lingsi said, he couldn't help it.
She slapped Jiang Lingsi's hand away and shouted loudly: "I don't want to be just friends with you and I don't need your care! If you don't like me, don't do this to me again!"
After saying that, she rushed to the door desperately and opened the door without even wearing any shoes.
"Xi Ruan!" Jiang Lingsi followed anxiously and picked up her shoes, "You haven't recovered from your cold yet! Come back quickly!"
"I don't need your care!"< br>
The girl's angry and crying voice came from the stairwell. She didn't even take the elevator and ran down barefoot.
Jiang Lingsi was angry and annoyed, and wanted to drag her back to have a good rest, but after thinking that maybe she hated him, he finally had to sigh and close the door.
Behind the door, Jiang Lingsi hit his forehead hard several times and couldn't help cursing at himself.
"Fuck! What did I do!?"
He put down Xi Ruan's shoes, and before he could return to the bedroom, the system's voice suddenly sounded in his mind.
[Warning warning! The blackening value of the mission target fluctuates abnormally]
[The blackening value +1! 】
【Blackening value -1! 】
【Blackening value +5! 】
【Blackening value -5! 】
【Blackening value +10! 】
【Blackening value -10! 】
Jiang Lingsi suddenly turned back and looked in the direction outside the door: What on earth is this girl thinking? ! (End of this chapter)