Chapter 116 It’s money, she wants to make money
Xi Ruan lay on the bed, hugging her big bear tightly.
The big bear grew up with her. It was a gift from her mother. When she was a child, she even named it Jenny. No matter it was happy or sad, she would tell it to the big bear, which carried too much of her laughter and tears.
Now that she has long passed that age, she will no longer talk to herself childishly to the big bear, but she is still used to holding it to sleep, and burying it in its soft body when she is sad, like this There is dependence and security.
It can't speak, it can't move, it won't give her any feedback, but it can accept all its own shortcomings. He will not despise her innocence, nor spurn her incompetence, nor laugh at her weakness.
Even... all her dark thoughts can be released without any scruples in front of it.
For a moment, she wanted to force Jiang Lingsi to be with her by making him responsible.
But then I thought about it, if he didn't like her, what was the point of doing this.
However, she soon regretted it. She didn't care whether he liked her or not. It was enough that she liked him. After they were together, she would find a way to make him fall in love with her.
But she felt that this was too much. What if Jiang Xiaoshu was really unhappy with her, what if he liked other girls, what if he wanted to be with other girls...
The thought flashed through her mind, but her heart dropped.
Thinking of Jiang Xiaoshu’s charming and handsome face, thinking that so many girls liked him, and thinking that he might treat other girls better than her, all she felt was crazy possessiveness rising in her heart.
Yes, she wants to possess him.
Just like her sister said, tie him here, whether he wants it or not, she wants to get him. She even wanted to lock him in the room so that he could only have her in his world, so that he could only see her and be kind to her alone.
Xi Ruan grasped the big bear’s plush body tightly, her clear deer eyes were occupied by the haze. After a moment, she let go of her hand that was so hard that the knuckles were bulging and turned white. She sighed deeply and hugged Jenny. Rolled in a circle.
She can't be so perverted... Jiang Xiaoshu will hate her.
Xi Ruan pursed his lips and wiped all the remaining tears on Jenny. He closed his eyes and began to recall every moment between her and Jiang Lingsi, and gradually fell asleep again.
……
“Hello.”
“Little soft bag, little soft bag…”
"Wake up, it's time to get up."
A voice kept calling her, sounding a little childish.
"Well, sleep a little longer..." She closed her eyes tightly, pushed away the disturbing hand, and muttered, with the voice of a child.
"No, it's already two o'clock, get up quickly." The voice urged her again.
Xi Ruan was trapped in sleepiness and turned a deaf ear. He turned over and touched something soft and warm.
"Jenny, let's sleep a little longer..." She hugged "Jenny" directly and climbed on "it" with her hands and feet as a habit.
The most comfortable thing is sleeping on Jenny’s belly.
"Eh!? Hiss - damn buns, do you want to crush me to death!" There was a sound of inhalation, which sounded a little angry, but the volume was not high, as if he didn't want to wake her up.
Xi Ruan hugged "Jenny" under him, held "it" between his legs, rubbed his face against "its belly", and continued to sleep peacefully.
Soon, she felt that her waist and back were being held firmly. This feeling made her feel particularly at ease. She couldn't help but curved her lips and touched the warm object under her hand, blurring He praised unclearly: "Jenny, you are so comfortable... let's sleep together..."
"..." There was no reply for a long time, and after a long time, he complained dissatisfiedly, "Really, who is Jenny..."
Soon, the scene changed, under the cool shade of a tree. , she walked forward with her calves angrily.
"Little soft bag! Little soft bag! Why are you running?" A boy with a beautiful face chased up from behind and grabbed her wrist.
His eyes are dark and bright. When he stares straight at you, it will make you feel that he only sees you in his eyes and that you are the only one in his world.
Xi Ruan shook off his hand and turned his head angrily, "Why did you come to me?! Didn't you have a happy chat with Xiaomei?"
The boy frowned. , seemed puzzled, but still held her hand, "Who had a happy chat with her? She kept asking me a bunch of questions, and I just answered her out of politeness."
"That's all. No! You obviously had a great time chatting with her, and you even smiled at her, I saw it!" Xi Ruan glared at him and retorted.
The boy tilted his head slightly, raised his eyes and thought about it, and asked uncertainly: "Is there any?"
"Yes! Of course there is!" Xi Ruan snorted and continued. Walk back with your legs.
The boy immediately walked up to her, grabbed her hand, leaned over and asked with a smile: "Little soft bag, are you jealous again?"
"Jealous again?" The girl who was angry just now stopped when she heard the question, her clear eyes full of doubts, "I haven't been jealous recently."
The boy raised his eyebrows proudly and pinched He slapped her face and said, "You were just jealous."
"What do you mean?"
"Well..." The boy pondered for a moment, held her hand and continued to move forward. , "I can't quite explain it, but my mom said that you were jealous when you didn't let me pick up the snacks from other girls two days ago. My mom also said that I was jealous when I didn't let other boys get close to you, similar to Everything is called jealousy. She said that the two of us are jealous."
"Jealous..." Xi Ruan sighed, imagining what he saw on TV, and let go of the boy's hand. , opened his arms and gestured, "I've seen jealousy jars in documentaries~ They're so big!
So if we are small jealousy jars, we must be this big, right? Then wouldn't we be very powerful? "
The boy looked at the girl's excitement and looked at her deeply with an unpredictable expression. He didn't say yes or no, he just put down her raised little hand and took her home, "Okay. , let’s go back to eat. My grandparents are making sweet and sour pork today.”
“Sweet and sour pork, sweet and sour pork!”
On the way, she did not forget to emphasize what had just happened.
"Shen Xiaoshu, don't talk so much to other girls in the future. If you don't look at me anymore, I will be unhappy."
"Oh, then don't play house with them when I'm not around. They all want you to be their wife and want to take the opportunity to kiss you. I've seen through it a long time ago."
"Okay, we agreed. Yes!”
“Yes.”
“By the way, is this called jealousy?”
“Yes, I think so. Yes."
"Then we will continue to work hard and be the most powerful little jealous people! When we grow up, we will also be the most powerful big jealous people, okay?"
" ...Okay."
The two children walked farther and farther hand in hand, and their backs gradually became smaller. Gradually, all the pictures were blurred and turned into many fragments.
Soon, the scene switched to not long ago, in an empty and silent stadium. The young man was alone under the night sky, hearing her voice and looking at her from a distance.
His rose-colored lips curled up slightly, and his voice was a little ethereal and insubstantial.
He said——
[Little soft bag, don’t mistake gratitude for love. Besides, you will be a big star in the future, and now I, a debt-ridden boss facing bankruptcy at any time, cannot afford to support you. 】
Xi Ruan's heart suddenly felt empty, and a sourness spread throughout his chest.
Suddenly, the scene changed again. The young man was standing in the room, with one hand in his pocket, and his eyes were full of coldness as he looked at her, "Xi Ruan, we can't be together now."
Xi Ruan pressed her chest hard, as if there was a big hole in her heart. The biting wind blew in, making her shiver with ice.
Tears flowed from her closed eyes, and she sobbed unconsciously in her sleep, but the hurtful scene was still repeating in her mind.
"I can't afford to support you..."
"We can't be together now..."
The two sentences continue to overlap and echo, one sentence after another, one after another. Every word pierced her like a knife.
However, in a flash of lightning, the heavy but lingering eyes when he said "I like" to her floated past her eyes. In a daze, Xi Ruan felt that he had caught something.
She opened her eyes suddenly and sat up from the bed.
“No, that’s not right.” Xi Ruan muttered to himself, clutching the sheets under his body, with cold sweat on his forehead.
A beam of light hit the side of her pale face through the gap in the curtains. She raised her hand and pushed her messy hair behind her ears, shaking her head slightly, "No, he likes me."
She turned back to look at Jenny beside her, and then slowly lay down after her violent heartbeat calmed down.
“It’s money.”
“It’s because of the debt that he doesn’t want to be with me.”
Xi Ruan affirmed.
She thought of Sun Jiayin and her ex-boyfriend. They separated because their family backgrounds were too different.
The two obviously have a good relationship, but the boy really can't bear the pressure brought by Sun Jiayin's family background. He felt that he couldn't even let Sun Jiayin maintain her original living condition, and he didn't want Sun Jiayin to suffer after joining him or change her habits to take care of his feelings.
Even if Sun Jiayin said she didn't care, the boy's self-esteem and pride would not allow it. Even if Sun Jiayin saw that her friends gave her gifts that he could not afford on her birthday, she would feel inferior and frustrated. After several quarrels, the two finally broke up.
And Jiang Xiaoshu was so arrogant that it was even more impossible for him to allow himself to be with her in this situation.
That's why he suddenly changed his mind and told her such nonsense as being a good friend for life.
Xi Ruan leaned against Jenny and closed her eyes. To prove her thoughts, she took the mobile phone and called Hoda.
As soon as the call was connected, she answered a series of questions straight to the point. Hoda either hesitated or talked about him, but his attitude made Xi Ruan more sure of his speculation.
Throwing the phone aside, Xi Ruan raised his head and stared at the ceiling to relax, thinking quietly.
It didn’t take long for her eyes to become firm.
Money.
She has to make money no matter what.
There was silence in the room, and the sunlight shifted, shining from one corner of the room to the other.
I don’t know how long it took or when, Xi Ruan’s phone vibrated.
Xi Ruan turned his head and couldn't help but smile when he saw the three words "Shen Jiashu" clearly on the screen.
She answered the phone and said hello to the other party in a sweet voice, because she knew that the next few days would be the first battlefield she would face.
This is the most important first step for her to make money and become independent.
Jenny Jiang appears in this chapter~ Hahaha~
I mentioned before in 04 that Ruan Ruan treated him like a big bear and rode him and pressed him to sleep. Do you still remember~
Jiang 04 deliberately forgot Big Bear’s name because he was called “Jenny”, haha~
——Little Theater——
One day after school, Jiang’s mother grabbed 04< br>
Jiang’s mother (education with a straight face): Xiaoshu, the kindergarten teacher called me and said that you have a very bad attitude towards your female classmates recently and made several of them cry. What’s going on? Didn't your mother teach you to be polite? !
04 (raises eyebrows impatiently): They were the first to be rude to me. If they would stay away from me and stop annoying me with their chirping, I would be polite to them. Besides, I have already made an appointment with Xiao Soubao. What if she finds out and becomes jealous again.
Jiang’s mother (changed her serious face from hugging her son’s gossip): So you never find your little soft bag annoying? Are you going to stick to your masculine virtues and protect your body like a jade for her in the future?
04 (rolling eyes in disgust): What are you talking about, what kind of male virtue is keeping oneself as pure as jade? And how can a small soft bag be annoying? No matter how she looks at it, these two words have nothing to do with it.
Jiang Mu (smiling): Yeah, because your little soft bag is the most beautiful, cutest and most painful, right?
04 (nods naturally): That’s right.
Jiang Mu (kneading 04 directly into her arms): Mommy’s such a big boy! Sure enough, she is as infatuated as her mother! Then mom allows you to be rude! But don’t go too far! By the way, son, do you want to learn male ethics? Mom tells you, only boys who understand masculine virtues will attract girls to like you. Only when you learn how to behave your little soft bag will they like you more...blabla...
(End of this chapter)