Chapter 9 "Experienced"
In fact, Shen Xing is not a good person with strong willpower. To be more precise, he has always been a dark and despicable villain in front of Chu Yan. Otherwise, he would not have acted without thinking the moment he realized that she had lost her memory. Mislead her that he is her fiancé.
But the irony and contradiction is that he has clearly decided to become a lying liar, and is even prepared to live as Gu Chuan for the rest of his life, but he is also timid and cowardly, and does not dare to take that final step towards her. The first step is because they are afraid that when the day comes when she wakes up, they will no longer have any room for change.
However, the sad thing is that he doesn't have much self-control in front of Chu Yan.
Chu Yan looked at him and said softly: "Before, you said that my body was not well yet and it could not affect my rest, so we slept separately, but now my body has recovered."
"Shen Xing."
"Is it because you don't like me as much as before?"
"Why don't you want to touch me?"
The questions she asked easily destroyed the fortress that he thought was strong in just a moment. All the persistence that he thought he could not cross the line was ridiculously fragile.
Shen Xing's Adam's apple rolled and the corners of his lips twitched, "No."
"Yanyan."
"I've always liked you."
Chu Yan's eyes were shining, and her shadow captured the stars.
It was impossible for him to hold back, and he even secretly had a terrible thought.
If one day she regains her memory and recalls what he did to her, she will definitely hate him. This kind of strong hatred will make her never forget him in her life.
The only string of reason in Shen Xing's mind was broken like this. He held her face with his trembling hands. He was so nervous that his body was tense, and even his movements of bending down were so stiff.
As he got closer and closer to her, his heart beat harder in his chest. He stopped just above her lips, feeling her warm breath. A certain kind of fear struck him, and he suddenly lost the will to move forward. courage.
But Chu Yan raised her head and made up for the little distance between the two.
The temperature difference between the two burned all self-righteous persistence, and the light touch turned into a passionate and deep kiss in an instant. They each opened their lips, inviting the other to take a step further.
Although Shen Xing has zero practice times, he has been studying in dreams from time to time over the years, and he can be regarded as a "experienced".
He just really felt the delicateness of her skin and the curves of her body. He was at a loss, but he still wanted to try to stay calm and pretend that he was a veteran.
He stumbled and stumbled along the way, and when he finally found the track and got to the point, he ended too early.
Chu Yan looked at him blankly.
Shen Xing's sense of shame suddenly came over him. His face turned red and he buried his face in her neck, as if he was avoiding her gaze like an ostrich. He stammered: "Yanyan...I... It’s just that it’s been too long... I like you so much that I can’t stand it..."
Chu Yan magnanimously raised her hand and patted his back, "It doesn't matter. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. You've already done a great job. Really, I feel very comfortable too."
Shen Xing was so ashamed and angry that he knew that she was just comforting him.
Chu Yan kissed his face, "Okay, let's go to sleep."
Shen Xing raised his head and kissed him again unwilling to admit defeat, "Let's do it again." Facts have proved that Shen Xing's athletic figure was not in vain. After having the first experience and fully learning the lesson, he He grew to an astonishing rate, showing her the power of his young body.
The taut body lines are like a beautiful bow, the muscles are tight and powerful, the mermaid line and the faintly emerging veins around it create an uneven visual impact. Every time Chu Yan's hand accidentally touches the wild and powerful beauty, waistline, you will feel like you have touched a hard soldering iron.
Just like there are winners and losers on the field, Shen Xing won a big victory.
So for the next period of time, he could no longer hold back and wait until "get off work" at 5:30.
The moment Chu Yan opened the door, she must have been held by him and fell onto the sofa.
He seemed like a vigorous young man. Chu Yan once had strange doubts. Is a twenty-five-year-old social beast really so energetic every day?
Shen Xingchunfeng was proud of himself for a long time. As the weekend came and he agreed to take Chu Yan to meet his friends, his smile became obviously more uneasy.
Chu Yan thought he was worried about her, so she held his hand and smiled: "As long as you are with me, I am not afraid."
Shen Xing is the one who is scared.
They booked a private room in the hotel. Fang Fang and her husband Yi An were already waiting here, both of them looking unhappy.
Gao Fei was sitting alone, not knowing what to say, so he simply kept quiet.
Shen Xing called him the day before yesterday and said that his girlfriend had lost her memory and wanted to make friends again, so he asked Gao Fei to be one of his friends. Gao Fei was surprised and even thought that Shen Xing had taken the wrong medicine. Go crazy.
But Shen Xing said: "She has experienced very bad things before, and I don't want to make the same mistakes again. Gao Fei, you are my friend, and Yanyan is my girlfriend. My social circle has the obligation and qualification to be open to her." "
Shen Xing will not isolate Chu Yan from his circle of friends. He and Chu Yan should be in the same world, and there will never be any so-called friends who say that she is not suitable for him.
Although Gao Fei couldn't figure out the situation, he seemed to vaguely understand that the girl's identity was a bit special. Shen Xing didn't want his girlfriend to feel that he was isolated, so his task today was probably to be Shen Xing's "mother's family" "People", let Shen Xing's girlfriend understand that she has never been excluded.
At that time, Gao Fei complained: "What's the use of asking me to help you act? Then your parents will..."
"I don't need their opinions." Shen Xing said clearly and forcefully without hesitation: "Why do you think I am investing after participating in so many competitions and winning so many bonuses?"
"Gao Fei, I don't need to depend on my parents to live."
"I know exactly what I want."
"Every day when I open my eyes and see her for the first time..." Shen Xing chuckled, "I can't wait to let the whole world know that we are together."
Gao Fei couldn't describe the shock that Shen Xing brought to him when he heard these words. He just felt the happiness conveyed by Shen Xing. This feeling couldn't help but give Gao Fei the illusion of a light body. .
Back then, he didn't keep his agreement with Shen Xing, but now he can finally do something for him.
only……
Gao Fei glanced at the gloomy faces of the couple opposite him again, then picked up another cup of tea and drank it all with a guilty conscience.
This doesn't feel right.
That guy Shen Xing must be hiding something important from him!