Chapter 34 The Beast
Chu Yan looked at Gao Fei’s message and tilted her head strangely.
After the engagement party, Shen Xing and Gao Fei made an appointment to go out for a men's meal. When Shen Xing came back, his hands were still bruised. He said he had gone boxing with Gao Fei.
Gao Fei didn't appear in front of Chu Yan for a long time. As long as Chu Yan posted something, he would talk in a mysterious way and have some philosophies that ordinary people could not understand.
Vaguely, Chu Yan felt the eyes behind her.
She looked up and met the young man's silent eyes.
Gu Chuan is a meticulous person. Even though he doesn't have to go to the company now and doesn't wear a suit or leather shoes as usual, he still has every button on the gray shirt and the hem of the shirt is in the waistband of black trousers, which outlines the waistline very well. Tight, from head to toe, he exudes an aura of rigor and self-control.
Such a mature and steady man like him made Chu Yan feel that the person she saw at the glass window last night was just an illusion of hers.
Chu Yan was the first to say hello: "Good morning, cousin Gu."
Gu Chuan's eyes fell vaguely on the back of Chu Yan's neck. If there were any red marks, they must be the work of another man. He withdrew his gaze and said, "You got up very early."
"Because I woke up, I wanted to take a walk." Chu Yan stood up and her long hair fell, covering up the marks left when playing with her boyfriend.
She was wearing a nude pink dress today. In the courtyard full of greenery and flowers, she looked so conspicuous, but she didn't look out of place.
Chu Yan glanced at his face and asked, "You didn't have any rest at night?"
There was a tired look on his face, and his expression was not very good. Compared with the previous impression of maintaining a perfect posture, he seemed to be a bit decadent.
It's not that Gu Chuan didn't get a good rest, he didn't sleep all night.
Many past events that he thought he had forgotten emerged more and more clearly before his eyes, torturing his nerves and testing his self-control.
He wanted to ask, why did Chu Yan forget him?
He wanted to ask, how deep is Chu Yan's love for Shen Xing?
He also wanted to ask, why could Chu Yan give up their child so decisively?
Gu Chuan is not a person who has a persistent pursuit of future generations. He and Chu Yan have the same concept. Just let nature take its own course when it comes to children. Even if he does not have children, it will not affect his marriage relationship.
But now he seems to have changed.
He became particularly concerned about children, especially the child he and she were supposed to have.
If many things had not happened, he would have grown slowly in her belly, and Gu Chuan might have been in a hurry to learn how to take care of his pregnant partner. After the child was born, he would have been at a loss to learn to become a qualified partner. 's father.
If it is a boy, he will give him a car toy and take him to build a castle in the sand.
If it is a girl, he will buy a lot of beautiful clothes and dolls. Of course, most of the clothes and dolls will be in pink.
In short, he will be satisfied with things that he did not have the opportunity to do when he was a child, and whatever his children want to play.
However, before he knew anything, the child disappeared.
Gu Chuan couldn't control himself. He was clearly aware of something. His attention was being attracted to the person in front of him. And there was a secret, absurd, crazy thing growing in his mind - he and Chu Yan could take that child back again.
Gu Chuan's black eyes often looked like a pool of stagnant water, but now, beneath this pool of stagnant water, there was a sleeping ferocious beast. After being suppressed for a long time, it finally couldn't help but surface and make trouble.
His throat tightened and his Adam's apple rolled. He took a step forward and a voice escaped from the corner of his lips, "Yan..."
"Yanyan!"
An energetic young man ran over with breakfast, sweeping away the stagnation in the air.
Shen Xing's golden hair was really eye-catching. In the cold morning, his intrusion was like a burning flame. The darkness and dampness disappeared immediately, and Chu Yan's eyes lit up. The light spots inside.
Shen Xing put a box of milk and a steamed bun into Chu Yan's hand and said with a smile: "As soon as the steamed buns came out of the pot, I quickly brought them to you. Grandma has to sleep for a while. You eat something first. Don't worry. Hungry."
As he said that, he also inserted the straw into the milk. He wanted to make arrangements for Chu Yan clearly, no matter how small or small.
Chu Yan smiled at him and then looked at Gu Chuan, a little curious about what he wanted to say to her just now.
Shen Xingye later realized that Gu Chuan was standing here. He grinned and said, "It turns out that my cousin is here too. I'm so sorry. I just took some food for me and Yanyan to eat. If I knew that my cousin was also there, Here, I’ll get some more food.”
Maybe it was Chu Yan's misunderstanding. She felt that Shen Xing's words were a bit rude, as if he was deliberately trying to make people want to beat her.
Gu Chuan looked at Chu Yan and said, "You have a sensitive constitution and cannot drink cold drinks in the morning."
Chu Yan was slightly stunned.
Shen Xing narrowed his eyes and then laughed, "Thank you for your concern, cousin, but the milk I brought to Yanyan was warmed. Yanyan is the person I like, so of course I have to be more careful."
"That's right." Shen Xing said, "I saw my cousin looking for you. Her eyes were red and she seemed to have cried. Didn't you two have a quarrel? Cousin, please listen to my advice and stay on the bedside of the couple. Fighting at the end of the bed, although you are not a couple yet, but you have such a good relationship and love each other so much, they are almost like a couple. My cousin is a girl, so if you have anything to do, let me do it. "
Chu Yan sensitively noticed that Gu Chuan's expression was getting worse and worse. She quietly pinched Shen Xing's waist and whispered, "That's someone else's housework. Don't worry about it so much."
Shen Xing held down her hand on his waist, lowered his head, and blinked at her aggrievedly to show his innocence.
Gu Chuan watched their interaction, and a strong desire for destruction was about to spread out of his body.
He forgot when he started dating Chu Yan, and Chu Yan would no longer show such a lively look to him. He also forgot when he started to grow farther and farther away from Chu Yan. It was only when he came back to his senses that he was shocked to realize that their being together had reached the point of torturing each other.
She had changed, and he seemed to have changed too, so breaking up became the only way to let them go.
But now, Chu Yan is back.
There was light again in her eyes, a smile on her face again, her passion for life, her love for her lover, everything made her shine.
Therefore, in his memory of the year when he was eighteen years old, the image of the girl who would lie on the desk and quietly hold hands with him during the lunch break emerged more and more clearly in front of his eyes.