Chapter 35 Nightmare
"Gu Chuan? Gu Chuan..." The girl slowly raised her voice, "Gu Chuan!"
The boy woke up from his sleep. The moment he opened his eyes, the girl's beautiful face came into view.
Her eyebrows were crooked, and her smile was lively and cute. "The library is about to close. Everyone has left, so it's time for us to leave too."
The girl's voice was very light, and when she spoke, the end of her ponytail swayed lightly behind her head. The wind coming from the window ruffled the red bow tied in her hair, and the lightness also touched the boy's heart.
Gu Chuan had just woken up and was still in a daze. He sat up straight and looked around. Sure enough, the library was empty.
She said: "Did you not have a good rest last night?"
So when she saw him sleeping, she didn't have the heart to disturb him.
Gu Chuan's voice was slightly hoarse, "Dad asked me to try to get involved in things in the company. I'm too nervous."
"Don't put so much pressure on yourself, you're already great."
He stared at the girl's face and quietly held her hand, "Then why can't I get first place?"
She laughed, and after cautiously checking that there was no one else around, she approached him and whispered in his ear: "Isn't the first place yours long ago?"
The roots of his ears were red, and he felt her breath falling on the skin on the side of his neck, making his scalp tingle.
It was just when the sun was setting in the west, and the dusk dyed the world with beautiful light. They walked out of the campus together. Only when they walked into an alley with few people did they dare to hold hands again.
The dusk stretched their shadows very long, and they seemed to merge into one. He held the girl's hand and felt peaceful and beautiful in his heart.
The young man always exercised restraint and did not dare to look at her too wildly. Only in places where no one was around would his eyes stay on her for a long time.
They wore the same blue and white school uniforms and walked in the same alley. They leaned closely against each other. Just like this, they would definitely be able to go through many, many more years.
It seems like a lifetime is not enough.
"Yanyan."
"Huh?" She raised her face to look at him, facing the direction of the light, and her eyes that condensed her love for him were always like sparkling stars hidden in the sky.
Gu Chuan's Adam's apple rolled, and he hurriedly wanted to avoid it, so that she would not see through that he actually wanted to kiss her, but he couldn't control it, he just wanted to keep looking at her like this.
"I don't have anything else to do this weekend. Let's go to the amusement park, okay?"
The light in Chu Yan's eyes grew brighter, "Really!"
He raised his lips slightly, "Yeah, really."
There are also some young lovers in the class who are secretly in love. The age of 17 or 18 is the time when love begins. Even if the school gives repeated orders, they cannot disobey the instinct brought about by their physical development.
Maybe the teacher had already discovered that Gu Chuan and Chu Yan were close, but one of them was first and the other was second. Their grades were stable and there was no sign of deterioration. If they were really like a pair, maybe they would still be able to win. It will affect their mood and cause learning problems, so the teacher will turn a blind eye.
Gu Chuan doesn't know what the process of falling in love should be. He is really too busy, he has to study, and he has to receive education from his parents' heirs. He only occasionally hears about the boys in his class. When his classmate said he would take the girl he liked to the amusement park for a date, he was shocked to realize that he had never taken Chu Yan out to play. Chu Yan had never made such a request, but seeing how happy she looked now, he knew that she must also want to go out on a date with him.
Gu Chuan suddenly felt that it was very worthwhile for him to stay up late these days studying while handling the tasks his father taught him.
Chu Yan held his hand and walked around with great anticipation, the smile and joy in her eyes almost burst out, "I want to go on a roller coaster. I didn't dare to go with my friends before, but if If you are by my side, I will definitely not be afraid!"
She added: "By the way, we can also go to the movies together. I heard that a horror movie was recently released. I don't dare to go, but I'm super curious!"
"Also, there's a new dessert shop opened at the cinema. Let's go try it out together!"
She chattered endlessly, and the quiet alley suddenly became lively.
Gu Chuan listened quietly to her muttering, and then realized that she had so many things she wanted to do with him. Involuntarily, the smile in his eyes became deeper and deeper, "Whatever you want to do, I will accompany you." you."
She suddenly stopped walking, lowered her head, and her voice was much lower: "Will it always be true?"
Gu Chuan felt nervous and uneasy inexplicably, "Yes, I always will."
"Then why did you break up with me?"
He was stunned and said in panic: "No, Yanyan, I won't break up with you."
Eighteen-year-old Gu Chuan liked her so much that he never thought that he would be separated from her one day.
The girl raised her face, and her appearance suddenly changed.
The white skirt outlined her thin body, and her expression was pale and haggard. She took out the hand held by him, sadly and desperately raised her hand to cover her belly where the ups and downs could not be seen, "Gu Chuan, I don't have it." I thought about giving up on him.”
The moment she found out she was pregnant, she happily bought baby clothes. Whether it was a boy or a girl, they would be able to wear that little pink dress.
But now, the brilliance of dusk has disappeared, and her figure is looming in the dimly lit alley. The moment tears fall, she cries and says: "It was you who asked me to give up on him."
"No, I have never thought about giving up, I will not give up... Yanyan, listen to me, we can start over, we can start over!"
The young man stretched out his hand in fear, eager to catch her, and then as a ray of light flashed, everything turned pure white. He was in a world with only himself, and the intense loneliness and pain instantly eroded his body. Every inch of his skin poured in again, torturing all his flesh and blood.
"Gu Chuan, Gu Chuan... Gu Chuan!"
The young man opened his eyes, his moist eyes were filled with mist, and the bloodshot eyes showed existential fear as if he had fallen into a death crisis not long ago.
Even after he returned to reality, he was still immersed in the intense pain and sadness. There was an invisible network trapping him in it, and he was originally the proud man of heaven who attracted everyone's attention, but now he has become a A tiny mosquito cannot escape its confinement.
Song Xueyuan had never seen Gu Chuan show such a fragile look. She was startled and couldn't help asking in a low voice: "Gu Chuan, what's wrong with you? Are you having a nightmare?"
She hadn't seen Gu Chuan for a long time, so she guessed that he was in the study, so she thought of looking for him. Gu Chuan was indeed in the study, but he fell asleep on the desk.