Chapter 391: The Man Who Holds the Moon
Su Chengyi knelt down and looked at her moist eyelashes, where the wet tears had condensed, trembling, flickering and falling.
The tears just dripped on the ill-fitting sweatshirt she was wearing, moistening the original light gray into a dark color.
Su Chengyi felt like it was being hit in his heart, with every drop carrying a heavy sound.
Like the monks ringing the bell in front of the Buddha in the temple, the sound is loud and tortures the conscience.
He didn't know how to speak for a moment.
Chen Jinzhi would say such words, which means that she actually knew many things well.
Yes, she is such a smart person to begin with.
But she didn’t say anything.
No questioning, no blaming, and no entanglement.
During this period of time, she was trapped in such emotions alone, which would be very sad to think about.
In the end, he even thought that she didn't do a good enough job, so he turned to someone else.
"It's not hard to fall in love with you at all."
Su Chengyi held her finger and raised his face to look at her.
"Why do you think so? Do you know how many people dream of falling in love with you? Idiot."
Chen Jinzhi's beautiful eyes were filled with hazy mist, making her look much more confused than usual.
Su Chengyi had to speak in a gentler tone.
“If you don’t believe me, go and take a look on Weibo to see how many discussions there are on the topic #陈金之 Girlfriend’s Perspective#.”
Can that be the same?
Chen Jinzhi pursed his lips slightly, feeling that his coaxing skills were a bit clumsy, as if he was coaxing a child.
Su Chengyi saw what she meant, smiled, and gently rubbed her palm to comfort her.
He thought about what she had just said and felt relieved bit by bit.
“Those things you said about taking classes and walking together, that’s really good, but not all couples need to do these same things.
I don’t feel like I’m just because someone else does. It’s a must.
So these are not things you have to do as a girlfriend.”
"To put it this way, how can anyone keep the same pace all the time?
Even if we go to school together, we will graduate one day, and then we will have to face the problem of whether the pace is consistent again. It’s never been an important thing.”
“You don’t need to give up your career for me. I know you can do well no matter what you do, but you are really suitable to stand on the stage and in the world. No one is more suitable than you.
Look, I said a long time ago that you would be a big star, and I still feel that way.
But no matter what you decide, I will support you.
The premise is that the reason you do this is because of yourself, rather than aggrieved yourself to accommodate me. ”
“You’ve done well so far. ”
Speaking of this, Su Chengyi stood up and sat next to her, stretched out his arms to wrap her in his arms.
At such a close distance, he could feel that she had been shaking slightly.
Su Chengyi was silent for a moment, recalling the moments when Chen Jinzhi shed tears
She probably had too strong a disguise in the past few years, and the mask was connected to her flesh and blood. She had forgotten how to take it off, and she didn't know what she really looked like.
So these days, the moment of taking off the disguise is always accompanied by tears and heartbreak.
Su Chengyi's eyes fell on the playground in the distance. The atmosphere there was getting more and more lively, and the party was about to start.
Only the two people on the bench on the avenue seemed to be in an isolated world, exchanging body heat with each other.
"Remember the dream I talked about last time? You said you were not that Iris, and you would use all your good luck to meet me."
He suddenly brought up another topic, and Chen Jinzhi nodded gently in his arms.
As if to emphasize this sentence again.
“I didn’t quite understand it at the time. Because I thought that if you live a good life, it’s not that important whether you meet me or not.” “But what I didn’t finish saying is that if you can meet me, I feel very lucky to have you.”
“Thank you for being by my side.”
After Su Chengyi said this, he suddenly felt a little embarrassed.
Perhaps the tone is a little too serious.
But he has always felt this way, because Chen Jinzhi is the biggest variable after his rebirth, a person who would not have appeared originally.
No matter which butterfly in which universe flapped its wings, he felt lucky for this variable.
Chen Jinzhi raised his head, his eyes slightly red.
Su Chengyi saw that the mole at the corner of her eye was also slightly red, and it was breathtakingly beautiful in the night.
So he followed his heart, lowered his head and kissed the mole.
When they looked at each other again, Chen Jinzhi seemed to have finally struggled out of the emotional whirlpool and calmed down a little.
Su Chengyi felt a little lucky for a moment.
Compared to standing there and watching her leave last time, I seemed to have made some progress this time.
"Su Chengyi."
Chen Jinzhi's voice was slightly nasal, and she leaned on his shoulder, an gesture of intimacy and dependence.
"Huh?"
Su Chengyi straightened his back slightly, ready to accept all interrogations.
This kind of preparation has little to do with other things. The key is to abandon your conscience and not expose the secret.
I originally thought she would ask, "Are you sure what happened last time was a misunderstanding?" or "Have you had an affair with anyone else?" Questions that hit the point of pain.
Unexpectedly——
“I will believe whatever you say, so don’t lie to me.”
“.”
This sentence is obvious It was a show of trust, but it made Su Chengyi feel that his conscience was more painful than when he lied.
"You are almost my last love for this world, and you are also all my courage."
Obviously he is very close, but Chen Jinzhi's voice still sounds very soft, like a ball on the edge of a cliff. Fluttering clouds that are about to dissipate at any moment.
Su Chengyi's heart beat a few beats faster for no apparent reason, and his arms around her tightened.
I always feel like she is going to disappear with me.
Fortunately, this feeling only lasted for a moment, and the warm body temperature in my arms gave people a sense of security again.
The reason for this feeling may be because Chen Jinzhi said these words seriously, which was different from the love words he usually talked about, and they carried a heavy weight.
Su Cheng thought that Chen Jinzhi and Chu Qingmian were different.
Except for herself, she is always not too far away from other people and things in the world. Even though she is very popular wherever she goes, she can smile gently to everyone.
Chen Jinzhi seems to be able to do things with ease and maintain the best condition no matter what, like a person who is emotionally stable and loves life.
But none of this can change that she is still a pessimist at heart.
Her love and concern for the world are actually concentrated on only one person.
In contrast, Miss Chu resisted studying when she was in high school, and now she resists working. She quits at every turn, and often cries, complains, and coquettishly over trivial matters.
But everyone can see that she truly loves the world and is always enthusiastic and optimistic.
If Chu Qingmian is like the sun, Chen Jinzhi is like the moon.
The moonlight is gentle on everyone, but she is always cold and distant.
And Su Chengyi is the only one who can reach out and embrace the moon.
(End of this chapter)